You are currently browsing the monthly archive for February, 2004.
OK so a few people expressed that they wanted me to write more. SO here it goes.
Today the band I sing in performed live on the radio today to help promote a festival next weekend. It was fun. It was a little scary because our drummer, Keyboards, bass and Guitar players all quit last week. I kinds want to too but I thought I’d stick it out until the festival is over. So I show up and there are new kids that i have never seen before. I thought, “oh shit this is going to suck.” These kids have had less than a week to practice. This is going to be real interesting. We were practicing up to the min we went on air. This is going to go well. Ha but It actually went OK. I was surprised!
What else have I been doing? I’ve been sewing a lot, making Bags and Quilts! I ripped apart my big chair so I could put more stuffing in the arms. I could feel the frame so I thought I’d plump it up a bit. Dancing……Trying to re-arrange my room. I have issues with having my back to the door while sitting at my computer. I know It’s weird, but it’s limiting my options to change my room around. Trying to get one of my three computers to work. You’d think with three that one would work properly but no! Hopefully I can buy something at Best Buy tomorrow to fix the problem.
Still no job…..well…….I take that back. I have a job like Mrs. McTwitter sitting on some babies every Tuesday and Thursday. And I’m making a web site for a friend which is going to suck because I haven’t done that stuff since I was a sophomore. oh well it’s money
I have also been thinking…..It’s weird……I don’t see any of my friends that much anymore. It kinda makes me sad. I don’t know if it’s because I don’t run into them on campus like I used to or what. I see them maybe once a week. I don’t feel like I’m in the loop anymore. I feel bad bugging them when I know they have homework to do. my friend Keith called me a homebody the other day. I kinda got upset. hmmm…….
Anyway there you go……. until next time
Tags: No Tags
Still looking
Tags: No Tags
What is my purpose and place in life? That’s what I’ve been thinking about lately. If only these questions were easily answered. I wish I could predict the future or turn back time to relive the good times and see what’s ahead.
Tags: No Tags
I hate my life……yep……I hate it. I still have no job. It blows. I spend my days sitting at my computer apply for job after job….and nothing. go figure. I just want to get out of here. I can’t stand it anymore. I wish I could get a job abroad. Now that would be Ideal. SO I have been searching for jobs in diffrent countries. But I’m going to say……following the trend….I won’t get those either. Really …..what I want to do I go back to Ghana. Since I went this summer thats all I think about. People here don’t get it. They don’t really understand me and how much it has impacted me except for the 10 others that went with me and we still talk about it daily. It’s weird. I don’t go a day without thinking about it and the friends I made there. I told my mom I was going back this summer.. she told me to “get real” well mom I am! and I’m going! I don’t know why I’m so drawn to it. I mean yeah, I ‘ve been to other countries and I really enjoyed them and I want to go back. But this time it’s different, ……… I don’t even know how to describe it. But It seems like it’s the only thing that makes me truly happy at this moment. My friend Charline left today to go back there for a week. I’m so excited for her. I can’t wait to talk to her when she gets back. I miss it so much. Check out the last entry on this page you reading this …you probably still have no idea how I feel about it.
Tags: No Tags
Andre 3000 you can shake me like a polaroid picture. HAHA
Tags: No Tags
So..I’m having a hard time lately. Trying to find a job sucks. I got a college degree and where did it get me? Nowhere. Might as well have not gone to school. Wasting all that money got me nothing. I so badly want to get out of Boulder and Colorado for that matter. I need a change big time. The littlest things are bothering me. I don’t know what to do. I feel bad for my friends too because I’ve been in such a cranky mood but it has shown me who my friends are. The least likely of friends have been the ones that have helped me out the most. Thanks guys! I appreciate it means a lot to me. Hopefully I’ll find a job get out of this slump soon.
Tags: No Tags
So my computer has been broken for the past few days. Well not totally broken I just can’t use the internet. So I called my provider to see what was wrong. They did several test and found out the problem is in my computer not with their service. They were nice and tried to help me fix the problem anyway but nothing worked. I’ve uninstalled and reinstalled everything and it won’t work!! I HATE COMPUTERS SOMETIMES!!! So I won’t be on for a while unless you catch me during the 5 min I’m on someone else’s. So if you want to contact me you’ll have to call or leave me a message here. You never realize how computer dependant you are until you no longer have one! BALHHHH!!!!
Tags: No Tags
still job hunting! maybe I sould go into the Peace Corps.
Tags: No Tags
My life sucks pretty much at this moment.
Tags: No Tags