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but now I have forgotten what it was i was going to say…………………….. I always think of stuff to write on here when I’m on the bus to and from work but it always seems to slip out of my mind when I get in front of the computer. ……………….. I will be one year older on Friday. Those days just don’t have the appeal they used to have when you were a kid. They are just like any other day now. Like my friend Keith said. “I like to be depressed on my birthday. I feel weird celebrating it”

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So I ran out of my Burt’s Bees lip balm today desperately needed more so on my break I walked to the Corner Book Store to buy some because I remembered seeing it there. I couldn’t find it so I asked a woman if they had any. Before she answered my question she says “I see you everyday passing the store. You have the best hair. I always think you look like a J.crew Model. And no we don’t have Burt’s Bee’s in a pot” A J.CREW MODEL???!!! What? 1. I do not look like a model. It would be nice if I did. But I don’t. 2. J.CREW??? I don’t wear chinos and I don’t own any chinos. I don’t really even wear clothes that look like they are from J.Crew. Nonetheless it was flattering. HAHA!

Just working on getting some photos together of the bags I make!! I have some more people wanting to buy that don’t live around here! WOO HOO!

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So thanksgiving was good. Spent some time with the fam. played a lot of cards. Turkey day dinner was so good…..even though I don’t eat turkey. I have to admit I went shopping on Friday. I wanted to get a new sewing machine but ended up not getting one. Bummer! It was a quick shopping trip. We knew what we wanted and left. Then I went to Denver to see my friend Neal’s metal band “Moorhead” play, with my friends Sarah, Robert, and Chris.. Neal ROCKS LIKE NO OTHER on the drums! A_W_E_S_O_M_E Awesome, awesome, totally. And a friend’s band “Rebo” also played! They kicked ass!

Also . My friend Chris is trying to convince me to move Chicago with him in the next few months. Tempting!!!!! Before there were no Options and now there are so many. What to do?

See other pics here from the weekend. Man I need to get something other than yahoo for my photos but until then that’s what I’m going to use.

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SO this weekend I went to a Baliniese Gammalon show. There was a little girl who danced. So cute! I hada vidieo but I can get it to up load. Damn or I just don’t know how to do it.

Went and saw “I <3 the Huckabees” last night with Mike. It was good, funny! Every time I see Jason Swartzman I always remeber the time I met him. He is a Weird Dude but funny. And the way he plays his drums….lets just say….pretty entertaing… hahah.

Now I have to decide If i’m going to go to my friends metal show before I drive home tonight. hhmm……

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MY PLAN IS WORKING!!! I have a little theory and I tried it out and It’s Working!!! Just give some of that I don’t give a crap rude attitude back to him and will turn around and start being nice.strange how that works doesn’t it.

speaking of strange…..Have you ever hated someone so much, yet be SO physically attracted to them? It’s a weird paradox when you think about it. I just came to this epiphany about someone the other day. Quite strange. It kinda drives me crazy. really crazy

On another noteI hate trying to buy cereal. I spent literally 15 min today trying to pick one out. There are so many to choose from. Now there is even have a Sponge Bob Square Pants Cereal. Give me a break. I always want to try something new but I don’t want to waste cereal. What if I don’t like it? Every time, I sit there and imagine the different cereals in my mouth trying to remember their taste (or how they might taste), how they crunch, and if they get soggy quick. So after long deliberation I always seem to get the same cereal. And that is either Lucky Charms or Maple and Brown Sugar Shredded Wheat. What is your favorite cereal?

I was all excited to see everyone ….well a few select people over thanksgiving but NO….no one is going to be there……I’ll just ahve to wait to see them all at Christmas, It’s probably for the better. I only have 2 days off. And Wednesday night I’m going to go see my friends Metal Band Play at Pink E’s sould be good………WAIT……MARCY WILL BE HOME!!!!! YIPPEEE!!! I can hang out with her. I miss her. SO FUNNY!!!

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tee hee… a boy likes me

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I’m so sick of this. I just don’t want to deal with it. I finally stand up for something and it back fires and the other person is so damn stubborn that it’s just making things worse. Someone told me to apologize and basically let the other one win. I can’t do that. I don’t want things going on the way they have. I’m not stepping down even though I my look stubborn as well. I never stand up for something and now that I have but I’m not going to give it all up to make someone else happy…..I don’t think so. You say “your going to give up a friendship for this??…..yeah maybe. Why should I compromise EVERYTHING to make things better between us? Part of me wants it to work out but maybe that’s only because I’m afraid what my life may be with out it. It’s something that makes me happy…. until now. Maybe I’m just afraid that there may be a huge void in my life with out it. Maybe that’s what I need to pop this boulder bubble and change my life. Maybe that’s whats keeping me here. I just feel if I’m here I’ll see others enjoying it and kick myself and feel depressed watching them……..Forget it …no more that’s my decision.

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SO you think things are better and BAM! They start to suck again. It’s actually not that bad but, I’m just getting very irritated and don’t care anymore. Just say what I’m thinking which probably got me in the situation I am in now.. but again, I don’t care. I was getting sick of sitting back and not saying anything so I did. Do I regret it? Maybe. But what had been said is said. And that is that.

I think I might have written about this before…..I find it interesting how other see me…..today at work a co-worker said a comment to me followed by Granola Hippie. You see me as a hippie huh? I guess that’s what you would think since the only thing you know about me is that I’m a vegetarian and listen to some African music. So generally I MUST be a Hippie right? UGH! I hate people who snap judgments.

Sorry I’ve just been in a bad mood since Monday. People are just diggin their way under my skin.

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I hate it when…….you know what never mind I was going to say something really mean here but I’m not going to do it. I know this person will never read this but I won’t say it.

Anyway Tears for Fears Played at Macky tonight. I can’t say I had a ticket but I did get to hear them do Sound Check. So Good. I remember the days when I drove my 79 Chevy Caprice Classic land Yacht and would bust out Tears for Fears. haha I was a dork….wait I still am a dork. So good.

Well tomorrow I’m finally going to go see Napoleon dynamite at the Boulder Theater even thought Aimee told me not to. I think I’m one of the only people who has not seen it on this planet. It better be good.

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Well let’s see…. I Friday night I went to a black tie dinner For the President of CU and all the big time donors who have too much money and are over the age of 50. It pretty much sucked. All of my friends and I got split up and each one sit at a different table. I got stuck at a table with this guy who basically told me how to live my life. he was such an asshole. He was a writer for Sports Illustrated now retired and teaching at CU. Then I couldn’t really eat any of the dinner because there was meat all over it. So I had a few pieces of lettuce, small amount of potatoes and roll. I just wanted some wine but I can’t really drink because my liver isn’t functioning properly. It wasn’t fun.

Went to work Saturday for the first time since I was sick. It’s so strange how quickly I became tired. It feels like i just ran a really long distance and my legs get weak. It was a slow day for us anyway so I went home early and slept from 3-5:30 and then laid on the couch for another hour. I helped my sister and other roommates get ready to go out for Halloween. Mine was easy so it didn’t take me that long to get ready. I was little orphan Annie. It was so funny. My outfit was so short that I couldn’t bend over in it. I even had a locket with Daddy Worbucks’ picture in it. haha “the sun will come out tomorrow”

Yesterday was a lazy day didn’t do much. had a few Trick or Treaters which was good because we didn’t have any candy to give out. The Grocery store was wiped out and then we watched Ringu.

I found some hair buddies

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