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Surly, Crabby, Sullen, Cantankerous, Grouchy, Irritable, dismal, Dreary, Hopeless, Moody, Silent. this is what I have been feeling the past few weeks. I’m blaming it on my job…..well maybe not my job but the people that work there. They are making it so difficult to go. I don’t like them. They put me in this weird funk. It just doesn’t feel right anymore. I’m not happy. I have this I REALLY DON’T CARE attitude. Nothing matters. It’s a situation I no longer want to be part of. It’s making me feel depressed. Which could be bad but at the same time good because it makes me want to find a better job. I’m just not sure how much longer I can deal with it. I’m rude to them because they are rude to me and it keeps going throughout the day and then I start to treat my friends that way. So I have been making myself go out so I don’t have to think about it. And surrounding myself with people who give off good vibes. It’s a temporary 3-4 hour fix. Then it starts over.