Avoiding is not the answer

Another night sadly down the drain. I work all the time so I look forward to my evenings to have fun with my friends. But people are lame and are forgetting about me, they are out of town, or are moving. It’s kinda depressing. Katie is in Wisconsin for a few weeks. all the boys went to Fort Collins. Negretie told me to come but 1. I don’t have a car in my possession 2. I feel like I would be imposing. Ehh whatever. I was planning on going to a friend’s house warming party up in the foothills, but of course Eliza decides to not go because she is “baking” and again I don’t have a vehicle to get myself up the mountain. Mary is leaving me. She is moving on Tuesday to Indiana so she is packing. Bodie is not answering his phone. I’m getting sick of being by myself. I have envisioned my last summer here to be quite different than it’s panning out to be. I mean it’s not horrible but I wish it were different. I’m really getting sick of “Me time”. I’m only going to be here for another month and a half, and the way things are going time is going fly and before you know it I’ll be out of here.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This entry i guess spawned off from one thing. You have on problem and the rest follow. then it manifests into something big.
I have more to say but I’m not going to bitch about it here. I’ll talk to them. unless they do first

Did I mention it’s HOT HERE!!!!

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