Megan Westerkamp

So tonight Katie’s Cousin’s cousin invited us over to his place in queens for Nantucket party. They made homemade vegan clam chowder with bread bowls and a TON of other tasty vegan foods. We brought sangria…….fits in nicely with the east coast theme right? ha ! it was fun. We stuffed our faces because it was the first time we have had non restaurant food. it was so good. people probably thought we were freaks! whatever. we sat on the roof for a while. the view of Manhattan was so crazy beautiful! ha plans for tomorrow 1. Find a place 2. Find a job.

I am having such a hard time here. All of my life I have had things pretty easy until now. This whole situation is stressing me out so much. It would be different if I had a job or had a place to stay but having neither of them is killing me. I’m glad I have such good friends helping me out. I called my mom the other day and after I got off the phone I felt helpless and started crying on a street corner in downtown Manhattan. So pathetic.

It pisses me off that we have to look for a 4-bedroom apartment. This whole roommate stuff is so stupid. Don’t get me wrong, I love Jeff and Mavi but putting them into this equation is making things harder. It would be so much easier to find a 3 bedroom where we want if we didn’t have to take care of them. I think I want to take it upon myself to find a place for ME and not worry about the rest.

I have a few interviews tomorrow. I hope they go well. Wish me luck! If I get a job that is less weight on my shoulders