the days go by so fast
I am having such a hard time here. All of my life I have had things pretty easy until now. This whole situation is stressing me out so much. It would be different if I had a job or had a place to stay but having neither of them is killing me. I’m glad I have such good friends helping me out. I called my mom the other day and after I got off the phone I felt helpless and started crying on a street corner in downtown Manhattan. So pathetic.
It pisses me off that we have to look for a 4-bedroom apartment. This whole roommate stuff is so stupid. Don’t get me wrong, I love Jeff and Mavi but putting them into this equation is making things harder. It would be so much easier to find a 3 bedroom where we want if we didn’t have to take care of them. I think I want to take it upon myself to find a place for ME and not worry about the rest.
I have a few interviews tomorrow. I hope they go well. Wish me luck! If I get a job that is less weight on my shoulders